R.I.P. Carradine

Today David Carradine was found dead hanged in his hotel room in Bangkok, Thailand. You probably have seen him as Bill, in the Kill Bill series by Quentin Tarantino.

Some say he committed suicide, his manager said it was evident “accidental hanging”. A lot of people commented his death along the lines of “rofl, they killed Bill”.

The only thing I want to say is that I loved this man as both an actor and a martial artist.

May your soul rest in peace.

The Earthquake

Just to reassure the people who still come to me after today’s tragic earthquake: I’m fine.

Some of my relatives are not that much, but as far as my family is concerned, we’re almost totally fine.

If we don’t count the couple who are still under those ruins, but… hopefully we will all be.

If you have no idea what I’m talking about… check CNN.

Update: actually, 5 deaths. 5 out of 5, including a 10 year old kid.

Farewell Tears

Max. R.I.P. 16/09/1993 - 21/08/2007

Vanished tears. Like never before in dozens years. But the more I was shedding tears, the most I realized that such tears I never cried in my whole life. I lived more than fifteen years without being able to drop a single tear, not even if I’d liked to. Without dropping a tear for my dead grandma. Something touched me deeper than that. Alone, in a dark corner, screaming without any voice for a pain which gives no rest, a pain so deep and true that you couldn’t even feel its presence. Feeling just a sudden emptiness which causes an unstoppable desperation. Silent sufferings, desperate screams and tears entrusted to the wind. Nothing more could I have done. Nothing more I was able to do.

You lived with me almost 14 years. But it didn’t have to stop here. Not like this.
I lived so many years, and shed so many tears… But never like this. Never before.

Dude, I totally miss you
I really fucking miss you
I’m all alone,
All the time, all the time

Dude, I totally miss you
The things we did together
Where have you gone?

Totally miss the honesty
And special times, and honestly
I totally miss the fucked up thing ya do

Dude, I totally miss you
I totally miss you
Dude, I totally miss you
All the time

Ahhhhhhhhhh, aaaaaah
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, aaaaaah
aah ya-he haaa.

Totally miss the honesty
And special times, and honestly
I totally miss the fucked up thing ya do

Dude, I totally miss you
I totally miss you
Dude, I totally miss you
All the time

(Tenacious D – Dude (I Totally Miss You))

Rest in peace, Max. Even though you didn’t deserve a death like this.